right now i’m at my mothers house looking after her dog barney because people keep saying he’s making to much noise when she is at work but we found out last week its not my mothers dog who is making the woofing sound 24/7 its a new family down the road who have 5 dogs. anyway i like coming up here because my mums crazy nextdoor makes me laugh so much…its raining outside and shes got her washing outside and i just heard her yelling outside because something was on her garden and when i looked it was just a bloody butterfly lmao.
also i’ve got a big prob with myself and i might go see a doctor about it. i’ve asked my mother and she says that i’ve had tests done when i was a child because they thought i was having fits. i keep having little black outs and keep forgetting where i am and what i’m post to be doing today. two week ago at work at 10am i was standing in the cleaning part of the warehouse and i just stood there and forgot what i was doing and where i was (i’ve been at work since 8am). i do have a short term memory (had this since i was a child). today i nearly forgot i’ve got work lol and i’ve been working as a cleaner for 7 years so how can i forget my work lol. to the people out there who are thinking this NO i don’t forget nothing about my son its stuff to do with me (i can remember everything i need to do with liam but not myself) …. been told i only have the blackouts when i have too much going around my head (O_O). also everytime i leave the house ive got to lock all the windows, unplug everything and hide stuff what cost money and when i lock the door i pull the handle 5 times to see if its locked lol i’m going mad . people right now are reading this thinking keys you should not write this online because people might think your going nuts but it makes me feel so much better telling people on here because i find it hard to talk to people.