:( hmmm life

i’m going to do a blog about me for once woop not about books.

well my life could be abit better right now. my little man has hit the bad twos and is always screaming the house down also ive been given alot of put downs lately and i’m starting to feel like a lazy dumb sh*t who can’t do nothing right and i can’t make anyone happy. like today i’ve been made to sound like i’ve been making my son call my mate daddy but i haven’t made him say it at all (and i mean that) he just calls him dada because hes the only man he’s no’s and he loves him . wonder what is going to happen next hmmmm.

 

thankyou :]

 

pound shop (O_O)

have you ever no-test that pound shops have cctv and security guards hmmm well there not bloody working. well me and my mother walked to town today (took 2hours). when we was in town i thought i would pick some stuff from the pound shop. we did are shopping and payed for it and when we was outside my mother asked me if i have payed for the buns Liam had in his hand and i said what buns? my little boy was holding a packet of buns and no-one had no-test but my mum when we was outside sorting out the bags (lol boys). mother took them back in and payed for them but they didn’t seem to be that bothered that something was taken (O_O). yes my two year old took the buns but i was waiting for someone to come up to me and tell to keep my eyes open or something lol. in any other shop they would of said something to my face but not the pound shop lol.

 

goodreads ive won (yes i try and read all of them :] )

 

jane austen :]

i’ve just gone and ordered myself a new book but not just any kind of book its a jane austen one and my favorite one :]. pride and prejudice in clothbound and it should be here tomorrow. ive got jane austen : seven novels (barnes & noble leatherbound classic collection), pride and prejudice ( barnes & noble leatherbound classic),emma - Penguin Classics and persuasion- barnes & noble leatherbound.

 

sunday and wow (O_O)

i had a funny thing happen to me at work today. 4 american guys aged 60 came into the shop and asked me if i knew what was good to make them poo lol yes poo. they been sat on a plane and they needed to go but couldn’t get it out (O_O). i had to show them what to buy and they was so happy and kept saying thanks. after this i kept thinking there must be a camera somewhere filming me for a new tv show lmao because no-one would come up to you and ask you that.

 

friday

right now i’m at my mothers house looking after her dog barney because people keep saying he’s making to much noise when she is at work but we found out last week its not my mothers dog who is making the woofing sound 24/7 its a new family down the road who have 5 dogs. anyway i like coming up here because my mums crazy nextdoor makes me laugh so much…its raining outside and shes got her washing outside and i just heard her yelling outside because something was on her garden and when i looked it was just a bloody butterfly lmao.

also i’ve got a big prob with myself and i might go see a doctor about it. i’ve asked my mother and she says that i’ve had tests done when i was a child because they thought i was having fits. i keep having little black outs and keep forgetting where i am and what i’m post to be doing today. two week ago at work at 10am i was standing in the cleaning part of the warehouse and i just stood there and forgot what i was doing and where i was (i’ve been at work since 8am). i do have a short term memory (had this since i was a child). today i nearly forgot i’ve got work lol and i’ve been working as a cleaner for 7 years so how can i forget my work lol. to the people out there who are thinking this NO i don’t forget nothing about my son its stuff to do with me (i can remember everything i need to do with liam but not myself) …. been told i only have the blackouts when i have too much going around my head (O_O). also everytime i leave the house ive got to lock all the windows, unplug everything and hide stuff what cost money and when i lock the door i pull the handle 5 times to see if its locked lol i’m going mad . people right now are reading this thinking keys you should not write this online because people might think your going nuts but it makes me feel so much better telling people on here because i find it hard to talk to people.