pooping my pants

i have been getting alot of spam phone calls lately and what i do is just block them…tonight i got a call from 0113 350 1257. i picked it up and it was like something out of a horror film. the guy down the phone was singing a creepy song and asked for kera prince .. i hanged up and blocked the number 0.0.

update – what has been going on and how I’m feeling

This week has been crap and I just want to get some stuff off my chest about what has gone down.

fraud

1) On Tuesday the 26^th feb around 7:30pm I was on my online banking trying to working out bills when I notice that £20 had gone missing. First thing that popped into my head was arrrr Liam but when I clicked the link and it was not Xbox but some website. I copied the link to see what the website was and nope it didn’t work. I went back onto my banking about now £30 had been taken out. I clicked on what was going on and blocked my card fast.

2) The next day I contacted the bank and got everything sorted (got my lost money back yesterday) but this was not the last of it. Around 11am I got a phone call asking for Liam (my 8 year old). I asked the male why but he said he was not aloud to tell me and he needed to talk to Liam. So, I said can you please tell me why you want to talk to my 8-year-old and how did you get my number. The guy put the phone down on me and when I rang back up it was a voice message saying I needed to fill some paper work. The number has been reported but after reporting it I found out that someone has been trying to apply for payday loans in my and Liam name and they used my address, number and to be smart my email but thank god they don’t have my password to log onto my email. The sad thing about this is it must be someone I know who has done this because not a lot of people have my number and my address oh AND MY EMAIL.

My Mental Health

Not alot of people will know that i have had Depression and other problems for around 8 years BUT  I have not been feeling to good in myself for about 5 month now and I have been trying very hard to just handle it myself but this week I had 2 panic attacks.

• On Wednesday night when I got home from work..for some stupid reason I thought someone was in my house and I started to freak out.
• Thursday I was crying for no reason at work and sadly someone said something that day and boom.

After having a long chat with my fella I made my mind up I needed to go see a doctor. I’ve been put back onto fluoxetine and I have to go back in a month to see if the pills are working.

what a week

got to admit that this week has sucked monkey balls. just one simple thing can mess up your week and make you feel like a bug under a boot.

i made my mind up that saturday was gonna be a fun day and forget about what happened this week. took liam and scott to town and wow they do both make me laugh but if i hear i want to go home one more time i’m gonna scream lol.

this morning was not fun. i woke up at 3am to scott snoring his head off. it got to a point when i got my pillow and red blanket and slept on liam’s floor. i was woken up at 7:30am to liam hitting me with teddys thinking that i was a monster on his floor 0.0.

be careful

on a thursday night i got a odd house phone call at 7:30pm. now the reason why it was odd is because only family,school and nhs have this number. i picked up and it was a voice call saying the company name and press one to talk. i hung up but went online to see who they was. it was a bloody debt company. i was like wtf who do i owe money to.

next day i rang up this debt company. the guy down the phone asked me for a ref number what is on my letter. i said i do not have a letter you guys rang me up last night on my house phone and i need to know what’s going on. theyguy asked for my house phone number (Not my postcode) and i said sorry i can’t remember but i gave him my mobile number. he said he could not find that number. i said hang on you just said i should of got a letter so that means you have my address. he asked for my postcode and nope i’m not even on there computer.

i asked the why did you ring me if i’m not even on your computer files. he asked me to ring back soon as i find out my house phone number and i asked why because i’m not even on your bloody computer and how did they get my number because everyone has my mobile. he said if i get a letter to ring them right away 0.o. i said hmmmm that would be fun with no address oh and if i get a letter i’m going to the police….

i have had no calls or letter.

fun weekend

i have to admit this week has not been that bril. i have been called into the classroom so many times its nuts.liam has had a funny turn and is being a pain in the butt. we have had a chat and i have even taken his xbox off him so i hope that starting tomorrow he will have a better week.

anyway i did have something nice happen to me. i went to see that new deadpool movie with my fella. it was bloody funny but i have to tell you something funny what happened before the movie. a starbucks has opened in my town and i have never been to one so before we went to the movies i wanted to try them out. i ordered the coffees. my fella asked for a cold drink. i knew what it was but i didn’t say until we sat down and he took a drink…lmao it was cold coffee. his face was so funny and best part was i had to drink it so when i was sat watching the movie i was buzzed off my tits lmao.